it got me thinking all night.

Calling romeo by Alexandra Potter

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So what was wrong?
Well, nothing she could put her finger on. As couples go, she and Will were pretty average been-together-two-and-a-half-years couple. Everything was ticking over quite nicely.
Which was the problem.
Whereas Will appeared to have settled happily into a contend familiarity, Juliet felt something was missing. Romance? Passion? Novelty? Excitement? Juliet wasn't exactly sure.
That's not to say there weren't things about her relationship that Juliet adored. She and Will were the best of friends; they know each other's secrets. good habits and bad habits. They didn't hide anything from each other. But she couldn't help thinking that maybe they'd become too comfortable, too honest with each other.
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have you ever wondered what it feels like to have no feelings at all? well i, would love to be in that position just for a moment or what it's worth.
i'm overjoyed. or maybe in this moment, i was.
i'm afraid. or maybe surprised. surprised by myself, by you.
and what really bugs me is the fact that i don't really know what i want.
thinking too much, thinking too much. and too much of thinking.
and again, this has nothing to do with you.
always me, and my crazy mind.

yakan, emang gaenak kalau bangun malam2 bro.